Contradiction

I write things that no one will ever see,
But I write them as if someone is reading them.
I say I don't like people,
But I love them as well.
I paint my nails,
Then I pick it off.
I don't like cheese,
But I only ever order margarita pizza.
I feel like know a lot,
But then I feel I know nothing at all.
One thing I do know is that I am a contradiction.
And maybe everyone is,
But then again I am not entirely sure,
I might just be getting confused again.

Love

I love your super cute smile when you are trying not to laugh.

I love you golden brown eyes, which make me feel not alone again.

I love your soft comforting voice, it is perfect for the stories you tell.

I love your squeaky laugh when you find something hilarious.

I love your mind which is filled with so many clever things, but it never makes me feel stupid.

And I am pretty sure I love every little part of you, and yet I will not say 'I love you.'

I guess because that would really mean something, it would mean I could never leave,

but I don't want to leave.

So I think I will just stay, and maybe one day I will say...

I love you.